Realization

Finally realizing that people say things just to say it. Not meaning anything that they said... but to only put a temporary smile on your face. Someone can easily spit in your face and tell you that it is raining, but it is up to you to believe them or not. Being able to tell the difference between someone actually meaning what they have said and them saying it just because they believe that it would bring them one step closer to getting what they want from you. What I hate is when someone is like oh this my bestie, my wifey, but then when you want to talk to them, whether it is just a simple hello or a full conversation, theirs views change and they don't want to be bothered. All I have to say is say what you mean and mean what you say!! And if you can't then it was all just a waste of breath. 

The Dancer

Flowing like the trees as she danced

Letting the music flow from out her pants

She moves with grace

Without these steps she shall surely fall

Without it, no one notices her at all

She's built through her moves

As she crossed the floor

Being the girl who wants it all

As time goes by the music increases

She's going for that big leap

It's incomplete but she still moves on 

Not noticing her bloody arm

She wows the crowd with the rest of her technique

Wanting to keep going to reach that last beat

At the end she gets a standing ovation

Behind the curtains she goes back

to being that unnoticed person

She doesn't get upset for she's been through it

Many times before 

Coming in and out that revolving door.

With Nothing But Your T-Shirt On

My mind is going crazy

Like a blown away kite

Thoughts are all scrambled

My movements are unsure

Not knowing what to wear

As i walk out of my door

Find myself stuck on you

Unsure of what to do

Putting on the T-shirt 

that I brought you

Laying on my bed

With my hand on my head

My phone begins to ring

On the other end

It's just another friend

Wanting to hang out with me

I tell her I'll be there

Though unsure of what to wear

Trapped inside my house..........

With nothing but you t-shirt on.

Losing The Foundation

The strength of the wall begins to wear away

Everything starts to crumble

Tears fall from my eyes

Safety slips from under my feet

Standing in the middle of the street

Cars continue to fly by

Closed in my own world

Voices soon crash inside

Engraving their words into my mind

"FEAR" "HURT" "INSECURITY"

All rumbling my thoughts

Continually replacing the positive

With their negative insights

Wondering how it got to this point

And wanting to know why

Comparing the thoughts of the world

With those in my mind

The ground under me begins to shake

As the truth slips up from under my door

Finally there is a wake

For the darkness shall cover the truth no more..

Love

Love is : Happiness. Excitement. Beauteous. Sunshine. Its a very complicated feeling. Intricate. One that cannot be described though there are so many words! This feeling comes in many different ways. It may not seem to come in the way you want it to come, but at least it is still there. Love is powerful and beyond earthly control. It is a pearl, soft and beautiful, for even gold turns green in its presence. Its precious and delicate for it is easily broken by unworthy beings. It is blind but easily seen. Through darkness it shines as bright as the morning sun. Love stands out though it is hidden. Intricate. Natural. Beautiful. Love!! 

Life

Its just the way it is. People walk in and out of your life.Your problems taking over you and not being controlled. You wanting to do good but it seems that every thing is negative.It is your duty to brake out of your old habits. Your turn to make a change.show the world the real you and destroy all of your doubts. Believe that you can make even if the lies of the streets grabs hold and doesn't want to let you go. Lift you head high and never give up! Keep hold of your dreams and be successful. 

A Poem For Her

She's The kind of person who's not usually heard

Quiet but speaks when is spoken to 

Quite interesting and exotic in things that she does

Happy and cheerful and can be outrageous too

Everything she does is to her best

The one who doesn't like to hand in mess

A perfectionist in her life all year round

Presents herself to the world

Not going to be shaken or have ha head bowed down

But only to the one that is the most high

Praying every night for forgiveness of sins and lies

Such a good choice when it comes to being a friend

Sharing beautiful memories of adventures that would never end

Trustworthy and caring, what good qualities she has

Like the best sister that one never had

To her, presentation is key

Never get a second chance to give a first impression

Thats what she says to me

Education is a must

It is one of her top values she lives by

So she does not fuss

Her name is Khoret Amentera Hutson

.... And this poem is for her!!